14 November, 2006

A Berth in Opua_________

At rest. The boat hasn’t moved, and neither have I if all be told. Willy is gone. He hoped on a new friend’s boat, a little 31’ and headed south to the call of culling sheep and hooking some trout.

Since he’s left I’ve slept a lot—trying to reacclimatize myself to my boat again. That is the longest I’ve had a roommate in many years.

I’m doing the most serious cleaning of Araby since I bought her. But my heart isn’t totally in it yet. My head is stuck in a book, a series really: “The Dark Tower”. I am almost finished with it. Seven books; I am on the last. It is hard to put down.

What am I really writing about?

What I really want to say is thank you. It has meant so much to me to receive letters from you all. I avidly look forward to reading them, feeling some thread of connection to my old “lives’. You all carry me through, help me to think better of myself, give me a face in my mind that I wouldn’t want to disappoint.

Sometimes I have to dig and scrap deep for motivation. Anyway, thanks.

I won’t be sending these emails as regular for a while. I’m going into hibernation for a few months, I think.

My boat is where it will stay through February, here on a linear dock in Opua. (Not so different from the linear dock I left in Port Townsend.) I am cleaning everything thoroughly ‘cause she’ll be on her own for a while.

On the 25th my friend Martina flies into Auckland. Martina and I met on a train from Chamonix. I was confused and asked her if she thought I was on the right train. We talked briefly and I somehow extracted her email address from her.

That was, what, five, six years ago?

We haven’t seen each other since. We’ve written back and forth, growing more frequent as the years have passed.

Now we’re going climbing and “tramping” around New Zealand together for a few weeks.

After that, it is home to see the family and to attend to personal affairs, watch the ducks fly.

Mid January it is back to Araby and, hopefully, by then I’ll have a plan of what is to come. Part of this upcoming tramp is to scope out harbors in the South Island that I may want to reside in for the coming winter.

I want to be near the mountains. I need to write.

Really, after the last passage and the intensity of the dreams I had then, I am a bit nervous. The exhilaration has worn off and now I am left with the gravity of what I saw.

Is it real? And worse: Can I really do that?

I am frankly intimidated. It was so exciting to see these images so clearly, see them like they are real—but because they look real the effort of achieving them is veiled. Because they look real, there is no question of whether I can or I can’t—it already is!

But now that all has passed and I am left haunted by what I have seen. I walk forward timid and a bit confused. Where do I start anyway???

This is neither here nor there, just something I realized on a run this evening. (I need to get in shape. The mountains here are BIG).

The point was to say THANKS. And to say I was going on sabbatical.

To be continued. . .

"Houses are but badly built boats so firmly aground that you cannot think of moving them. They are definitely inferior things, belonging to the vegetable not the animal world, rooted and stationary, incapable of gay transition. I admit, doubtfully, as exceptions, snailshells and caravans. The desire to build a house is the tired wish of a man content thenceforward with a single anchorage. The desire to build a boat is the desire of youth, unwilling yet to accept the idea of a final resting place.

It is for that reason perhaps, that when it comes, the desire to build a boat is one of those that cannot be resisted. It begins as a little cloud on a serene horizon. It ends by covering the whole sky, so that you can think of nothing else. You must build to regain your freedom. And always you comfort yourself with the thought that yours will be the perfect boat, the boat that you may search the harbors of the world for and not find."

by Arthur Ransome

06 November, 2006

New Zealand__________

Safe and sound across the Pacific. It feels so good, sitting here, tied up to a dock for the first time since San Diego. No more passages for a while now. I can sit back and relish it a bit. No fear for what’s waiting around the corner. The season’s over. Now to land. Now to the hills. Soon to home and family and food and fires under the pecan trees, stories to tell and here.

This passage was quiet. High pressure prevailed and moderated the winds and quelled the seas. We did slow days. Jumped in for a bath when becalmed—eerie swimming in 15,000 feet deep water. But it felt great, like an astronaut floating in space.

When we were moving fast enough to fish we did well, catching skipjack and tuna mostly on this trip. Lots of sashimi and seared tuna breakfasts.

What made this trip special, besides having crew and having that crew being my brother, was actually the result of a gear failure—a major one at that. After a few days out the windvane broke a weld and the servo-paddle just fell off (it was tied on from the bottom with a small string—so it didn’t drop the 15,000” to see Davy Jones)

I thought of JB welding where the weld failed—it would be the only solution. The pipe has to rotate in another tube, therefore no thru-bolting. But the odds of it working were so slim.

So I decided to make use of my crew and hand-steer the boat, like the heathen pirates of old!

If you’re not a sailor you may not realize how little time is really spent behind the tiller or wheel these days. No one steers anymore. Autopilots are the rule. Or windvanes. Coming in or out of anchorages and through passes are the only times most people take over from the machines. (This is not always true, of course. My friend Tilikum would always steer during her shifts.) I do occasionally, but not often enough.

This trip was different.

It was wonderful to be at the helm. Suddenly, instead of being able to hide behind a book or under sleep I was forced to stare at the horizon, watch the sun rise and fall, watch the moon slowly wax toward full night after night after night. Four hours at a time.

Steering a boat can be very meditative.

Before leaving Vava’u, I had some amazing conversations with two great new friends, Ben and Lisa on Waking Dream, about lucid dreaming (waking dreams). We talked about the future, how fortunate we had been in the past and how we had come to be where we were. It was a grand time and put me in a place of contemplation along with meeting Trevor on Iron Bark.

Now, sitting at the helm with so much lying just beneath the surface of my thought, it all erupted. Each shift I could dive into dreams and find things I’ve forgotten or overlooked for some time. I laughed and laughed at the things I’ve overlooked in life and how they could come back to me again, here, now, in the middle of the ocean.

I spent 10 days this way. Laughing at myself from the helm. Plotting out my future, imaging different routes and exploring them. Sacrifices and pleasures.

It is hard to explain how liberating this passage has been, how clarifying. I feel as though I’ve shed many heavy garments with the onset of spring. My spirit is lighter for it.

This is what made the trip special.

Otherwise, we had dolphins near the Bay of Islands and two whales as well. The real pleasure was watching the sea birds day after day. They are the most graceful fliers I’ve ever seen and Willy agrees as well. I can’t be sure what they were: boobies and petrel—maybe terns. We had some albatross occasionally and they are a true sight to behold. They don’t look quite real; unworldly. Wonderful to have around. We watched them endlessly.

We were very lucky to have no storms. We paid for it with calms.

We had a high number of failures: windvane, main halyard (no surprise there), autopilot (again), main sheet shackle hinge…..there were more that slip my mind. But we arrived safe and that was the goal, ever the goal. The rig saw us through and now she can rest a while. Now comes a time of recovery, slow work to make her look new again, loved and professional—not all hacked and half-assed as she currently looks. Now I finish the jobs properly. Now I have time, plenty of time. I hope to stay here in New Zealand a long time.

So that is it.

Actually, the most exciting part of the trip happened today after we had arrived. Will and I were sitting on the porch of a seaside restaurant having a celebratory beverage. There is a ferry that shuttles cars across to another island just next to the restaurant on one side and a long quay juts out on the other. (Imagine a small narrow horseshoe. A restaurant and a ferry landing at the head, anchorage in the middle.) So we are sitting there and I notice the ferry doing a sort of doughnut, or maybe a three point turn in the middle of the very small anchorage. A bit odd yes, but I didn’t think about it. We were talking; Will was rolling a cigarette. Then I noticed him doing it again.

What the hell? “Willy, what’s this guy doing? This is his second one?” Will hadn’t noticed anything yet. Now the ferry had our attention. As he came around he slowed a bit and then looked as if he’d straighten out and head out of the anchorage. And just then he’d veer again. And hard.

“Holy shit! He’s gonna hit. Oh my god.”

Then he’d goose it and just miss hitting a boat on the dock, a friend’s boat as it were, turning sharply. He didn’t make it this time. “THONGG” He nicked off one piling and crashed hard in to the next one.

It was out of control. Again he straightened up. But just a bit. He had slowed. There was wind. He had to go. And then he’d mysteriously loose control. It was terrifying. He came so close to wiping out a little red powerboat at anchor that we couldn’t see how he hadn’t hit it.

Again, he came only several feet from another catamaran on the wharf. Mere feet! Before slamming into the piling along side it. (Those people had sailed that catamaran all the way from Europe, crossed the Atlantic, the Caribbean, and the Pacific—only to get sunk here in NZ by a ferry boat!!) They were so so lucky.

I think the ferry made six suicidal doughnuts in the anchorage. Hit no boats! Before getting it together and pulling into the landing. The captain was met by a roaring cheer from the small crowd on shore.

As it would happen, one of the two engines had failed, there making him turns circles. Doesn’t make good sense to me, but I’m not a ferry boat captain. But it was one of the most terrifying things I’ve seen in ages. Seeing something that massive so out of control. . . I was damned glad to have my boat far elsewhere. It was an hour and a half before I was calmed down again. Seriously.

-jonah

13 October, 2006

Bright Eyes

Bright Eyes­­­­______

Hard passages generally bring many things into question. Doubt and new born wondering sneak into the dark corners of your mind. You have to ask yourself why the hell you put yourself through this shit. A fair question. And these questions lead deeper. You look at where you stand, what you have accomplished, and where you have failed or been blinded.

These last few days the introspection has been winding and swirling deeper and deeper. The thoughts, some negative, some comic, some serious—have been whirling around without tether linking them together in anyway meaningful. Well, until tonight.

After a regatta in honor of the new Tongan king Will and I went to the post party at the Mermaid bar, which is actually a restaurant overhanging the water—we climb straight from the dinghy into the restaurant. I saw a man I’ve been wanting to talk to for some time, a guy I briefly met in Western Samoa. His name is Trevor and he has a boat that is different from the rest. It’s a boat that can go and do anything. It is a boat that woke me up and reminded me of what I am supposed to be doing.

What am I doing? (One amongst the swirl.)

When I left Port Townsend I had a pretty good idea of what I wanted to do. But I was green then. My goals and dreams were idealized and theoretical. Reality always paints herself more vividly and with her colors she distracts us, mesmerizes us and we wander in a path that seems to suite us. But is this the way we wanted to go? I’m not sure.

But I am going, and that is something at least. Yet now I am standing back and looking at ground covered. My eyes have adjusted to the life here, a year has rolled past and I am not as green as I once was. I have worked; I have played, been sunburned and sick, been alone and surrounded by friends. So. . .what have I to show for it?

I have had some of the greatest experiences of my life, some of my happiest times. Diving was nearly an obsession, wonderfully so. But I see I have also been diverted; I have drifted a bit from what is more vitally important. I will admit to myself though, that I am not fully to blame.

Traveling the south pacific is like a carnival ride: Move, move, move some more. Island after island. Similar and different. Visas expire or typhoon season approaches. Move, move move. The clock always ticks. Visit a few anchorages, take some pictures—next. Choose one place over five others a hundred others. Can’t see them all. Choose well. And yet many choose the same. The coconut milk run is the standard route across the south pacific. It is good. And this is what everyone does.

And everyone knows more that I do; they have more experience. Hell, they even have a plan. They must know. And what is more is that they are all so great. This is without compare the most generous and giving and selfless community I have had the honor of being a part of. Words cannot describe. . . no amount of thanks can repay. I am at a loss. So why not follow them?

Why?

My dream is not their dream. What is in my heart may be different from what is in theirs. I have forgotten the face of my father as Childe Roland would say. But my talk with Trevor tonight has rekindled the light of my dusty plans.

I travel to learn, to experience, to grow, to push. Pleasure is a byproduct (don’t mock!). What has the south Pacific taught me? Yes, perhaps a fair deal, but it hasn’t been that way as a whole. It has been a pleasure cruise, like I said, a carnival. How much time have I spent on land? How many locals have I met? How many meals shared? How much local work / community service have I offered? The answers to these questions I am shamed by. They are feable.

I admit that it isn’t purely my fault. The south Pacific isn’t conducive to this sort of experience. There are so many islands to see and time is so short if you don’t wish to stay through til next year, which I don’t and wouldn’t—one must hurry. Then my options were limited to be true. But I still must see and recognize that this isn’t how I want to continue. I can’t allow myself the mental lassitude to simply, blindly follow the crowd. And thus far I have.

The trip to Tonga again made clear the shortcomings of my fair yacht, Araby. Instead of envying other’s, I’ve taken the position of making do with what I have. If I kept on as I am going—the milk run, the standard “easy” low latitude circumnavigation—my boat would serve me well. She is simple and fare.

But that isn’t my dream. I must push, I must work, I must grow. And for me that means cold places, high latitudes (and elevations). I need an engine. I need a boat that can carry greater amounts of supplies (food, water, and fuel). I need a boat that can sleep crew. These are mostly issues that are unresolvible with my current boat. I can’t make it bigger. I can’t make it stronger (steel). I can’t put a big engine in her and hundred gallon water tanks and food stuffs for a year. I can hardly fit one crew aboard.

Trevor has a boat called Ironbark. She is a Wylo design. Wylos are steel gaff-rigged cutters. Shallow draft, ¾ keeled centerboard, tabernacled mast. 32 or 36 footers. They are generally home built so there is some variety. They are designed as a “go anywhere cold” boat and this is rare these days, very.

They aren’t so pretty, but since first seeing the Ironbark I have become a bit enamored. It reminded me of what this is all supposed to be about. But I needed a talk with Trevor. I wanted to hear if what I was seeing was true to what I was feeling. Who is he? Where has he been? Why does he have such a boat?

We talked. Talking to Trevor was not like talking to the sailors I have met before. We didn’t talk about rigs or speed or weather patterns or the local market. We talked about freezing a boat into Antarctic ice for a winter, how, when you do this, the ice will actually pull the boat down instead of popping it up as I had thought. We talked about how to fillet a penguin (much like a duck, it seems), how you can keep warmer in Greenland because there is more snow and can pack it around the boat and make it into an igloo. And the skiing was better there. (Trevor is so far the only other sailor I’ve met who carries his skis and crampons aboard.) We talked about the preferablity to visiting the Patagonian channels in winter because of more stable winds punctuated with the few low pressure systems that slide through. Yes, it is colder, but the weather is drier and better all round. And then you find yourself at the Horn ready to head around and to Antarctica at the beginning of summer.

We talked of all things far from the cruising mainland, far, far from the coconut milk run. We were off the charts. Freezing oneself into a bay for an Antarctic winter was an idea Robin Fargason had had when I first started dreaming of sailing. I never imagined anyone else was mad enough to do it. And alone! But it is real. The dream is real. And I had almost forgotten, traded it for a bright and colorful life around the equator. Come, follow us, we know the way.

No. It’s time to remember. I won’t follow the group around the world. I likely won’t head back to the south pacific next year (though I may—the diving!!!). It is time to slow down and find my pace. I will stay in New Zealand a year if I can. I must relearn how to climb. I must participate in a community ashore once again.

Perhaps I will even sell my beloved boat and begin afresh, with a better idea of what I want and need to accomplish what I must. I feel I am back on track, the Path of the Beam leading to the Dark Tower. (I didn’t know I was lost—do we ever?)

It’s been so much fun though. Perhaps I wasn’t so much off track as slowly loosing my bearing. Either or. I feel refreshed. I once again can look forward and see clearly. I again have something I must go after and attack. I have missed it so. I will slow down I will head south sometime soon. I will work on my skills. I will participate in the world outside. To these I must be true.

08 October, 2006

Tough leg

Tonga­­­­­_________

Tonga is lovely, but we haven’t seen much of it yet. We’ve been a bit overcome by rain and stormy weather, not to mention work that has to be done.

The work is due to an unusually trying trip down from Samoa. I don’t know how I really want to describe it: It was not comfortable. Honestly, it was the worst leg I’ve ever done. The devil was in the cockpit with us draping us with poor fortune and weather.

It took us 8 days to travel 300 miles, a distance I could usually do in just 2 ½. The wind was strong and directly in front of the boat. The waves weren’t so large, but steep and continually breaking on the boat, flowing through the companionway and into the cabin.

The continual beating caused old gaskets to fail, so water started coming through leeward port lights (windows) and even down the running light wire. Water found all sorts of new and extravagant ways into the boat.

Islands kept getting in our way, making navigation tenuous. The weather was so bad that staying out on watch (as to not hit the islands) was nightmarish. Everytime we’d even stick a head out to check Poseidon would generally find a way to send a breaker at that exact moment to give us a salty cold shower.

It was cold, cold and wet. We hove-to to wait for better weather but it was hopeless. It was a stationary trough, 25 knots out of the SE. We gave it up after two to three days of going backwards 50 miles.

It shouldn’t have been so rough, but somehow it was. Araby is just so wet close-hauled. And Tonga was dead upwind. The second day we made good only 35 miles (in a straight line, while we sailed great zig-zags).

I was due.

It was time for a rough one. So many others have had such bad fortune and I’ve been so lucky for so long. But now I’ve had my day; I’ve had it and I’ve come through okay.

We came very very close to going onto a reef. It was truly terrifying; one of the worst experiences I’ve ever had aboard any boat. This part of the story requires much more than I am going to give it today. But another time I’ll tell it properly. But let it be said that I was tested thoroughly. I only passed by the skin of my teeth.

I broke my boom in 12 knots of wind—this was long before the bad weather—this was just after leaving Apia. Strange thing. Not even a bad jibe; residual damage I suppose. So the whole trip we did with the trys’le (the tri- is a storm sail, not good for going up wind).

But breaking a boom is a bit of a big deal. It will be an important fix for the next passage to NZ. They also can be very expensive to replace if you don’t find a cheap solution. (Up to seven grand—but as cheap as $500, or maybe free if I’m lucky.) For now, I need a sleeve and some rivets. The replacement will be in NZ.

For now, drying the boat. (The rain isn’t helping). Fixing the boom (when it stops raining). Then we will get some local charts and start moving around and see some anchorages and do some more diving. I did see a sea snake and another moray at a sort of “refuge” anchorage just inside the archipelago.

I did many silly silly things, a few stupid things—but Araby came through. We came through. Will was tough and steady. He never freaked out or lost his cool. He caught a stomach flew and was down for several days. Beforehand he did wear out the fish: we caught four fish in two days. A good haul: two barracuda and a wahoo and a mahimahi. We ate well. Canned a bunch, made some jerky, ate some sushi. That was the sunshine of the trip. Every trip has a positive. And Tonga is a fine destination after a long haul. Many friends and good food here as well. Clear water.

Till next time. Namaste

-j

03 October, 2006

Tonga

Tonga­­­­­_________

Tonga is lovely, but we haven’t seen much of it yet. We’ve been a bit overcome by rain and stormy weather, not to mention work that has to be done.

The work is due to an unusually trying trip down from Samoa. I don’t know how I really want to describe it: It was not comfortable. Honestly, it was the worst leg I’ve ever done. The devil was in the cockpit with us draping us with poor fortune and weather.

It took us 8 days to travel 300 miles, a distance I could usually do in just 2 ½. The wind was strong and directly in front of the boat. The waves weren’t so large, but steep and continually breaking on the boat, flowing through the companionway and into the cabin.

The continual beating caused old gaskets to fail, so water started coming through leeward port lights (windows) and even down the running light wire. Water found all sorts of new and extravagant ways into the boat.

Islands kept getting in our way, making navigation tenuous. The weather was so bad that staying out on watch (as to not hit the islands) was nightmarish. Everytime we’d even stick a head out to check Poseidon would generally find a way to send a breaker at that exact moment to give us a salty cold shower.

It was cold, cold and wet. We hove-to to wait for better weather but it was hopeless. It was a stationary trough, 25 knots out of the SE. We gave it up after two to three days of going backwards 50 miles.

It shouldn’t have been so rough, but somehow it was. Araby is just so wet close-hauled. And Tonga was dead upwind. The second day we made good only 35 miles (in a straight line, while we sailed great zig-zags).

I was due.

It was time for a rough one. So many others have had such bad fortune and I’ve been so lucky for so long. But now I’ve had my day; I’ve had it and I’ve come through okay.

We came very very close to going onto a reef. It was truly terrifying; one of the worst experiences I’ve ever had aboard any boat. This part of the story requires much more than I am going to give it today. But another time I’ll tell it properly. But let it be said that I was tested thoroughly. I only passed by the skin of my teeth.

I broke my boom in 12 knots of wind—this was long before the bad weather—this was just after leaving Apia. Strange thing. Not even a bad jibe; residual damage I suppose. So the whole trip we did with the trys’le (the tri- is a storm sail, not good for going up wind).

But breaking a boom is a bit of a big deal. It will be an important fix for the next passage to NZ. They also can be very expensive to replace if you don’t find a cheap solution. (Up to seven grand—but as cheap as $500, or maybe free if I’m lucky.) For now, I need a sleeve and some rivets. The replacement will be in NZ.

For now, drying the boat. (The rain isn’t helping). Fixing the boom (when it stops raining). Then we will get some local charts and start moving around and see some anchorages and do some more diving. I did see a sea snake and another moray at a sort of “refuge” anchorage just inside the archipelago.

I did many silly silly things, a few stupid things—but Araby came through. We came through. Will was tough and steady. He never freaked out or lost his cool. He caught a stomach flew and was down for several days. Beforehand he did wear out the fish: we caught four fish in two days. A good haul: two barracuda and a wahoo and a mahimahi. We ate well. Canned a bunch, made some jerky, ate some sushi. That was the sunshine of the trip. Every trip has a positive. And Tonga is a fine destination after a long haul. Many friends and good food here as well. Clear water.

Till next time. Namaste

-j

12 September, 2006

Western Samoa

Western Samoa________

Willy and I have made our first passage together, and altogether it was a fine one: very flat seas, beautiful bright skies, and, at times a fair wind. The wind was mostly light and we made only 80 or so miles in 24 hours (my lowest output since leaving the US. But they were consistant and moved us over three to four knots the whole way.

This light wind made for perfect timing as we were just outside Apia Harbor at first light. The pass was wide and Will sailed us through to the anchorage where we dropped the hook under full sail just behind the fleet.

Western Samoa looks to have lots to offer: diving, surfing, hiking, exploring, ect. That will come. Last night we passed up on an opportunity to go to the Miss Tootie Fruitie contest—a transvestite beauty pagent.

American Samoa

American Samoa___________

Rain is the key word here. Yes, I made it to American Samoa, and yes I’ve picked up my brother—but the real factor is constant rain. In Suvarow it rained and stormed for a few days then passed. On the passage to Samoa—the same—it stormed like crazy for two days straight: rain, rain, rain, and a lot of wind. It was a rough trip. I was ready for it to be done. Too much rain. The wind wasn’t so bad, sailing under a jib alone and then down to the storm jib. I did have some breaking seas which weren’t so pleasant, but not real dangerous.

Rain, rain, rain.

Luckily, I hove to outside of Pago Pago for the night and the wind and storm died down nicely and gave me calm conditions to enter the harbor. (Sorry, Pago Pago is the main harbor of American Samoa. Used to be a big military base in WWII.)

This is funny: when I finished with customs and anchor my boat back in American mud once again, I hear a shout from shore. Blind as I am I get the binoculars out and find a silhouette that I recognize: My Brother! Wow, and I was worried that finding him could be a chore. And there he is—perfect—right where he should be. I still didn’t have my dinghy prepared and couldn’t be bothered so I VHF’ed my friend George: “Gdangist, Gdangist this is Araby. Do you copy?”

“Yes, this is George, go ahead.”

“George, my brother’s on the beach. Can you give me a right over to pick him up?”

“Okay.” And then he was gone.

“George, George, do you copy?” Nothing. Then I see George rushing over in his dinghy hardly a minute and a half later. He looked a little confused. I pointed to the beach where my brother was with a smile.

Then he laughed. He thought I said, “I am dragging on the beach. I though this was a laugh as there was next to no wind. But the laugh would be on me in the end.

As we pulled up to the beach—only as I got out of the dink not 20 feet from my brother—did I realize THIS IS NOT MY BROTHER! It was Brian. Oh man was I taken. I couldn’t believe it. I laughed so hard, I had to apologize to Brian at being so utterly disappointed to see him. (After all, it had been a good two weeks. He didn’t go to Suvarow.) What a bummer.

Brian wanted to get a bite to eat, as did I. I still had to prep my boat so he came back with me to help out and chat. We did the work. I was so ready for a good meal ashore I can’t begin to relate it. As we dinghied to the dock I see a figure standing on the fishing wharf. I have no binoculars now, but the silhouette is right. . . and I recognized the shirt. . . is he looking at us? I turn a little, a little more. . . Sure enough, there stands Will next to a cab. Just pulled up minutes ago. Bloody perfect timing.

How do you like that? And he was starving to eat as well.

Since then, nothing but great talks and more rain. We have accomplished a ton of work in the time between showers. He is so enthused to be here. It is going to be a blast, I can tell already.

We’ve gotten the boat ready to ship out again and Herb and Jim have just arrived. They also got rather slammed with bad weather that just seems to be sitting on top of us right now.

This is motivation for me to head south directly to Tonga instead of heading west to Western Samoa, which is supposed to be a splendid spot. Everyone loves it but it isn’t renowned for its diving and I doubt that it is out of this foul weather pattern we have here.

So south it may be—just as soon as the weather changes enough to get out of here.

05 September, 2006

suvarow rodeo

Suvarow Rodeo______

 

 

 

With typhoon season stalking  only months away the time is nigh to make some good way westwards.  Leaving French Polynesia there are a couple of options: Raratonga and the S Cooks, Suvarow Island, Niue Island, or head straight west for Samoa.  Samoa is a popular reprovisioning spot, but from Polynesia most boats are making a snappy run to \Tonga or Fiji—the next  and last major draws before seeking shelter from the typhoons, either north, Kiribati, Indonesia, ect.; or south New Zealand.   (Of course, this is all wildly over-simplified.)

            I have no real plan.  I waffle this way, then shuffle back that way—I only ever planned as far as the Marquesas.  With that done and all of French Polynesia to boot, I now have to start anew.  Herb and I have come this far together, all the way, anchorage for anchorage, from Cabo, so we try to stick together until hellfire and brimstone shake the swell.  We thought about Niue, but the anchorages are nill, only mooring balls and offshore diving—no lagoon.  And Suvarow always sounded so great.  Made unfortunately famous by Tom Neale, who wrote a book about his solitary life there, An Island to Oneself, or something like this.  Haven’t read it myself.  It has been growing in popularity year by year as a good intermediate stop on the way to Samoa.

            Suvarow, however, represented much about what I want out of cruising.  It is remote and uninhabited (minus one caretaker, a joyful man).  It is an atoll and a bird sanctuary, protected by the Cook Islands from development.  It hasn’t  changed much since Tom Neale’s day from what I’ve heard.

 

So Herb and I agreed that it was a go and set out from Bora Bora on a Saturday like any other.  A brisk wind winding down from the north to a nice easterly.  The passage was roughly 700 miles—the longest since the pacific crossing.  I think we were ready for the sea again; the change of pace, the communion, the aloneness and all the rest.  Time alone at sea is such a strange and paradoxical experience: once peaceful and extremely demanding, peaceful yet utterly frustrating.  Cooking while running with a swell is likely the most frustrating experience of my life—seriously.  Everything takes such effort and energy and nothing ever remains still.  I find it often best if I sleep and disturb nothing.  I only seem to make more trouble for myself.

And yet I love the experience deeply.  It is like crawling into a deep tunnel in your mind and psyche.  So many mundane thoughts drift through, but those occasions, those rare accidental moments where something meaningful twinkles in the mental moonlight of a daydream and then I can grasp it in the open light of conciousness!  The way it makes me feel alive, the way the world becomes perfect all in an instant and for a mere moment perhaps, but long enough.

 

The sail was rough but good.  Great wind, but although the swell didn’t seem like much; it was a might-bit confused and slapped the boat around and I was rarely comfortable.  But the wind was so fresh that I sailed under jib alone—and still managed 130 mile days.  The simplicity of no mainsail is so refreshing—no worries.  I was all smiles there.  Herb and I zoomed along, staying close again, close enough to stay in VHF contact throughout the trip. 

We were fishing like mad too and Herb kept loosing lures.  I however, after a little innovation, managed to hook a mahi-mahi (dorado or dolphin).  I had been remembering Old Man and the Sea and enjoyed fighting the fish with the handline.  Having no gaff I had to thoroughly wear him out before I could grab him behind the gill plate and heave him aboard.  This was my first big fish, about twenty pounds, and I had only partially prepared myself for the reality of having to gut and fillet such a fish on my deck while underway.  It was everything I feared it would be.  I thought I might die of it.

            I caught the fish at dusk (never again) so by the time I had bludgeoned him well, restowed the fishing gear, got ready the knife and bucket it was nigh black out.  But where to do the job?  The cockpit is occupied by the tiller and vane lines.  It won’t do to explain it, you’d have to see to understand, but sitting on the cabin top, fish on the side deck, tale made fast to the shrouds I filleted the devil in good order and enjoyed a big bowl of seared dorado and soy sauce.  It was well earned and I swore I’d never catch another fish for a fortnight for all the toil it cost me.

            Some steaks I saved for the next day, some I canned (in a pressure cooker), and some I salted and put on deck to cure.  Suvarow was within a day’s march but was looking like an afternoon arrival.  Since I am under sail alone I will never go through a reef pass with poor visibility, which means I must have the sun either above me or behind me so I can see the location of the submerged coral heads without glare.  The pass was to the northeast, thus needing a morning or midday arrival.  The final day Herb sailed hard and made the pass in the afternoon, slow and careful under motor power.  I hove-to (parked) just east of the atoll to await morning and hopefully fair weather and a fine wind.

            Well the night at least was peaceful.  I set sail again at five a.m. to position myself outside the pass, but there were vast squall lines to the west and the wind had shifted to the north.  By dawn it was blowing 25 from the west and I was hove-to again scrubbing all the blood and fish guts from my decks.  Got a good well needed shower myself.  Being hove-to can be peaceful and I was in good spirits.  I sat below and piddled around.  The rain and wind relented and were followed by a calm.

            I certainly can’t sail through a dangerous pass with no wind.  So again I waited.  The weather would pass and it did within a few hours and a fair northerly cropped up and pushed me south toward Suvarow.  A perfect sunny day.  Compared to Caroline the pass was a monster—huge and without breakers.  I found the eastern edge and found my course.  I easily identified the two dangerous inner reefs and made my way around Anchorage Island to the anchorage proper.  Herb had warned me it was a bit crowded but most were leaving the next day for Samoa or Tonga.  But the anchorage was wide and the sailing nice.  I tacked up wind and dropped the hook far to the west of the lot of them.

            Herb and Jim came up in Jim’s dinghy and we had a drink to celebrate my arrival and my dorado.

 

 

Oh, but weather being what it is, nothing ever remains constant for long.  Since leaving Mexico the sailing has been grand and offered little to complain about.  

That afternoon was spend jabbering with friends aboard Bamboo.  The wind started to rise as the sun fell and we all felt like it was time to be back aboard our own vessels.  By ten o’clock it was howling hard from the south.  Since the wind had been from the NW when I arrived Araby had swung roughly 180° and wrapped her chain around a bomby (slang for a big coral head).  This is fine in that the anchor is mega-secure but it creates a grating sound as the chain saws into the coral.  It also, in essence, shortens the active scope of the chain and can create a brutal snubbing action if the boat is riding in a swell—which was just the case. 

With all the lagoon to the south the wind had a great fetch to build up waves.  As Araby rose with the wave the chain would go taught and “bang”, the whole boat would shiver with the tension.  This is what snubber lines are for; they are pieces of stretchy line that you make fast to the chain and then to the bow, then letting out a bit more of chain that will now be slack.  Now, instead of the swell stiffening the chain and shock loading the boat, the shock is absorbed by the line smoothly without rough jerking.

            This is all well and good and I always use a snubber regardless of conditions, but this time I was in such deep water (45’) and with such a swell and high wind (35 knots) that the snubber itself was chafing into my deck joint at the bow.  I must admit to the folly of having inadequate chafe protection for my lines, a sin I know, now remedied.  But as I eased the snubber to protect my deck and line the snubbing load on the chain and bow roller became dangerous.

 

Something had to be done. 

Indeed the situation was worse than I had admitted to.  This was quite a blow and I was so comfortable in my anchoring that I was over-cavalier about the whole mess.  I stood on the bow staring at my predicament trying to piece out the best solution.  The situation was complicated by a limited number of cleats, afore-mentioned ineffective chafe gear, ect.  After much staring in the driving rain, I resolved the issue by releasing so much chain to the point where I spliced the end of it into a long stretch of rope rode (anchor line) (For anchoring, I have 200’ of chain spliced at the end to 300’ of 5/8” rope rode.  This is a lot and I am proud of it.). 

Now all the chain was overboard and the rope road would itself act as a snubber and relieve some of the strain on my primary snubber, which I left attached for extra strength and as a safeguard if the splice were to part.  Surviving a storm is all about the safeguards: I had precious little doubt that my anchor and chain would hold, with the sand and coral and great scope (length of line divided by depth, 1/5 is ave.).  The worry was really keeping the chain attached to the boat and keeping damage down.  In this I was successful once I applied myself to it.  My anchor was attached to the boat in three places.

 

However, as I came to final resolution I looked around to notice that everyone else’s anchor lights were on and there was a certain tension in the air I hadn’t noticed, enmeshed as I was.

Again, I was slow perhaps in grasping the seriousness of the weather.  It was foul.  Waves in an anchorage can be more hazardous than the wind.  It occurred to me that my VHF was off, not to mention my anchor light (like an idiot).  As I turned them on there were voices on the radio immediately: “Sandpiper, Sandpiper,  this is Petrel, would you like Peter to come aboard?  Over.” 

No response.

I looked up and saw running lights moving through the anchorage.  My God, I thought, someone has drug their anchor—and it was a crowded anchorage.  Sandpiper  must have lost their anchor.  It was about 12:30 am and I didn’t hear much else on the radio.  I could see their running lights going back and forth—I couldn’t make anything out as to what was going on, just back and forth, right through anchorage; it seemed sort of impossible.  Why didn’t he come out here where I was, where it was open?

It was Sandpiper, but he hadn’t drug anchor but had lost it, and his chain, and he had been set adrift, and surrounded by a dozen boats.  His wife later told me, after hearing a load bang! on the foredeck, which was the endline knot parting, Peter comes to her and calmly says, using perfect British understatement, “Dear, it seems we have a bit of a problem.”  You don’t say. . . 

He narrowly missed Minaret and was drifting ever faster toward the north reef.  He started his engine only meters away from the coral.  Now for the treacherous navigation.  Luckily Peter was a retired tugboat skipper and accustomed to tight spots, but even he deemed it a miracle he managed it.  He zig-zagged through the boats until his wife could prepare the kedge (secondary) anchor for deployment.  But it was a small anchor, and the water was deep.  I heard them on the VHF: “Jamie, we’ve reanchored and I think its. . . wait. . .  we’re dragging. Stand by.”

 

It seemed to me that there was little harm to try and help out, since my dinghy was in the water and I had a prepared kedge anchor already, and lots of spare rode.  I threw it all in the dink to take over to him.  All I knew was that he was having anchor problems.  I could imagine him there motoring forward slightly to alieviate some of the strain on the anchor all night long.  Another anchor couldn’t hurt.  So long as I didn’t flip the dink in the process.

            I get on the VHF: “Sandpiper, Sandpiper, this is  Araby,  unless you call me off I am motoring over in my dinghy with another anchor for you.  Over.”

            Nothing heard.  So I did the prep work, properly flaked out the rode, and was off.  I only later heard the  Sandpiper  didn’t even hear my call.  It was just as well.  At first he was a bit hesitant to accept, humble and all that, but it would have been insane.  He was in a tight spot, a catamaran just behind him.  So he accepted and I ran out damn near 450” of line out with the dink and he set it off his bow.  Both anchors were now holding and he kept his engine on all night, as did many boats.

 

It wasn’t long after I was back that I noticed another set of running lights out in the lagoon.  I didn’t know where they had come from.  This was Dungeness.  Yet another boat had lost their anchor.  They had gone adrift and were only alerted via radio that they were free.  Their engine did not start as readily and were blown aground as it hammered up the rpms.  Luckily they motored off with little damage and it appeared they chose to steer into the reef intentionally as opposed to colliding with other boats.  Very noble indeed.  However their kedge was unsatisfactory and they opted to stand off, essentially motoring back and forth through the open water of the lagoon all night.

            It was a tough night all around.  No one slept.  Three other boats destroyed their bow rollers (bow mount where the chain runs off into the water).  And the weather didn’t abate in the morning but kept right up.  There were lulls and at some point two guys went out with scuba gear and retrieved both lost anchors and returned my anchor to me from Sandpiper.  The custodian was out on the reef retrieving Sandpiper’s lost dinghy which had chafed through its painter.  What a night.

            Araby made it through in fine style.  Every hour or two I would let out six inches of extra scope so the line wouldn’t chafe all in one spot.  This was enough to ensure that I would get up regularly to check them, but really I was up all night.  Slept a bit from 5 -7.

 

During the calms of the following day Herbert and I found a new calling. 

            We had offered to dive on a neighbors boat to check their anchor and see how badly it was wrapped around coral heads.  As we talked on the VHF another boat broke in and asked if we could please do the same for them.  We said sure, we’d be pleased.  Anchor diving was as good a reason as any to hop in the water.

            By the time we made it to the second boat, the skipper asked us if we wouldn’t mind helping Minaret  as well.  We smiled.  This was great fun.  I got many, many thanks for helping out Sandpiper and Herb and I made a fair number of friends with our anchor diving. (not to mention the bottle of whiskey, a fine lunch on a cat, and the “good” chafe gear (firehose) I’ve never been able to find).

 

That night was nearly as bad as the last, but at least everyone was more prepared.  Most of us slept perhaps too much.  The wind shifted and caused Herbert’s boat, Bamboo, to drag a bit, but was saved from trouble by the ever-present coral heads.

            48 hours and still blowing.  Many boats had planned on leaving days ago.  Two boats have managed to enter the pass during the day and told horror stories about the conditions outside.  By the third day the sun was back slightly and the winds more moderate.  Everybody participated in a pot-luck diner ashore and John the custodian caught many fish for us.  For me it was nice to meet so many of the voices I’d been hearing on the radio for two days.

            The next few days were spend diving on anchors and diving a few little reefs near the pass.  The storm ate up most of the time I had given myself to stay.  Unfortunately, I was on a schedule: I was meeting my brother in American Samoa in five days and needed that much time for the passage.  Luckily, the weather looked good for a while, light winds slowly building.

 

I had moderate difficulty in getting my anchor up, but no trouble getting out of the pass.  It was sad to leave; such a great island and I just touched the surface of it.  But I was excited to see my brother and anxious to learn what the future would hold for us.

 

The first two days were indeed good sailing.  I was still a bit drained from the storm; I didn’t really feel at my best.  And wouldn’t you know it, that lovely weather window I was traveling in went and closed right on my face.  Another low came up from the south and smacked me head on.

            This wasn’t fair.  I just went through this at anchor and now I am on a reach—trying to make way south—and am getting regularly pooped by moderate seas!  Ugggh.  I wasn’t much in the mood for it.  I had trouble keeping a decent course.  It was blowing about 30 knots.  It wasn’t so bad, but the worst I’ve sailed through since Mexico,  but much longer and with worse seas.

            And this one kept at it to.  Two days, only abating while I was hove-to in front of Samoa—which was, I’ll admit, convenient.  But I felt like a be-draggled cat.  Everything was soaked.  I chafed through a running line for the windvane.  No major problems, it just was a bore and a drag.  I couldn’t sleep worth a damn.

 

Pago Pago, American Samoa is not a touristy, scenic spot—it is a reprovisioning hub.  It is an industrial port—but I couldn’t have been much happier to be in Caroline again.  I dropped my hook and was so relieved.  (I had a sensation that I was going to somehow blow it on the way in and embarrass myself in front of my brother.)

            As the hook dropped, I hear a whooping coming from shore.  And sure enough—there is my bro sitting under a tree.  I was so excited I couldn’t even wait to put my dinghy in the water.  I hailed my friend on the VHF: “Dganist, Dganist this is Araby.  Do you copy?”

            “Yes, this is George, go ahead.”

            “George, my brother’s on the beach.  Can you give me a right over to pick him up?”

            “Yes, sure.  Right away.”  And then he was gone.

            “George, George, do you copy?”  Nothing.  Then I see George rushing over in his dinghy hardly a minute and a half later.  He looked a little confused.  I pointed to the beach where my brother was with a smile.  Then he laughed.  He thought I said, “I am dragging  on the beach.  I though this was a laugh as there was next to no wind.  But the laugh would be on me.

            As we pull up to the beach—only as I get out of the dink not 20 feet from my brother—do I realize IT IS NOT MY BROTHER!  It is Brian.  Oh man was I taken.  I couldn’t believe it.  I laughed so hard, had to apologize to Brian at being so utterly disappointed to see him.  (After all, it had been a good two weeks.  He didn’t go to Suvarow.)  What a bummer.

            Brian wanted to get a bite to eat, as did I.  I still had to prep my boat so he came back with me to help out and chat.  We did the work.  I was so ready for a good meal ashore I can’t begin to relate it.  As we dinghied to the dock I see a figure standing on the fishing wharf.  I have no binoculars now, but the silhouette is right. . . and I recognized the shirt. . . is he looking at us?  I turn a little, a little more. . . Sure enough, there stands Will next to a cab.  Just pulled up minutes ago.  Bloody perfect timing.

 

How do you like that?  And he was starving to eat as well.

 

 

 

Drinks on bamboo, dark dink ride.  Wind.  Snubber chafe, Smubbing chain.  To the deck.  30 knots.  All lights.  Boats moving  VHF.  Sandpiper.  Kedge anchor and dink  .    BUCKING dink ride.  Another boat adrift.  All night long.  And into the day.  Busted bow rollers.   Many thanks.  Extra anchors.   Wrapped chains unrapped.  Payment.  Stories.  More lost and found:  dink and floor boards.